rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. Michael-DIllon Hayes

    Michael-DIllon Hayes

    17 mínútum síðan

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  2. Methanol rry Vazquez

    Methanol rry Vazquez

    20 mínútum síðan


  3. MyHellonurse


    21 mínútu síðan

    She’s gonna relapse but who am I to judge

  4. karen a

    karen a

    24 mínútum síðan

    i hope scooter doesnt do what he did to taylor to demi, it wouldnt be the same

  5. Rukia Kuchiki

    Rukia Kuchiki

    32 mínútum síðan

    Me encanto el documental, muy sincera y honesta al expresarse, ojalá pueda estar bien!!

  6. SC Gardner

    SC Gardner

    33 mínútum síðan

    I want to share with everyone an life altering experience that I incorporate to stay drug and alcohol free for nearly 20 years . I searched a long time before reading Echkhart Tolle's book,"The PowerOf Now ." I listen to his C.D regularly to reinforce it's influence how choose to live and own my life .I hope everyone all the yoy and life fullfilly experience possible ! Steve.

  7. Adianez Athena

    Adianez Athena

    34 mínútum síðan

    Everyone down here acting like they're addiction counselors or experts.

  8. juanit medina

    juanit medina

    39 mínútum síðan

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  9. Mallory Labine

    Mallory Labine

    39 mínútum síðan

    Anyone else notice all the “losing weight” ads on this video? Very contradicting from the messaging they’re sending in the video about bulimia

  10. Ker Loz

    Ker Loz

    45 mínútum síðan

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  11. B Willzzz

    B Willzzz

    46 mínútum síðan

    she definitely has a savior complex. the whole “why is nobody talking about whats going on in this country” like there wasn’t protests all last summer. people been talking about it. also the fact that she feels the need to make a ‘power anthem’ for POC is such a white feminist move. i understand using your white privilege to lift up others, and thats awesome, but making a song wasnt really the best way to do that. i know shes a singer and thats her thing, but it feels kinda tone deaf imo

  12. Beatriz


    47 mínútum síðan

    i think is crazy how much of Demi's troubles were caused simply by how our society is backwards. If we were more kind and more understanding of how addiction works instead of just treating people like dangerous criminals, maybe she would never get to that low point. If we weren't so caught up on labels about sexuality and gender and everything, maybe she would have suffered a lot less. I hope we can change so less people suffer

  13. juanit medina

    juanit medina

    48 mínútum síðan

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  14. Royalty Kingdom

    Royalty Kingdom

    Klukkustund síðan

    I love Demi with her long hair and I’m going to miss it but if this is what makes her happy and makes her wanna go through this change of turning her life around Encourage courage it do you Demi we will support you regardless ❤️❤️💗💗💗🥰🥰🥰

  15. Ray Mercado

    Ray Mercado

    Klukkustund síðan

    Yall don't even know each other ?? Wtf. Heaven is way better.

  16. Ray Mercado

    Ray Mercado

    Klukkustund síðan

    And she's brave with the look down... 😑😔

  17. Elís Mota

    Elís Mota

    Klukkustund síðan

    Did I need to get the youtube premium to watch this?

  18. Elís Mota

    Elís Mota

    Klukkustund síðan

    gente, tem que assinar o youtube premium pra assistir?

  19. Tamelia Armstrong

    Tamelia Armstrong

    Klukkustund síðan

    Love to see the recovery but your “moderation” is scary well wishes

  20. M M

    M M

    Klukkustund síðan

    She's not ok. And this last episode it's so confusing. The next documentary will be WORST, we all feel it.

  21. ashley lett

    ashley lett

    Klukkustund síðan

    The whole industry dances with the devil Demi and you know it. There are people like myself that know about it. I do hope that you are happy healthy and okay.

  22. Steven Mtz

    Steven Mtz

    Klukkustund síðan

    Everyone talking about how moderation doesn’t work is speaking for themselves.

  23. Soz Ziad

    Soz Ziad

    Klukkustund síðan

    Is it necessary to have all these people around?

  24. Allison Cepress

    Allison Cepress

    Klukkustund síðan

    When he asks if she’s entirely sober now my heart broke a little for her

  25. steven Jackson

    steven Jackson

    2 klukkustundum síðan

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  26. Karen Vitulli

    Karen Vitulli

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    Her guy friend looks like Aladdin

  27. Jenifer Gitau

    Jenifer Gitau

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    After this episode am doesn't seem like she's okay,,#the moderation part got me confused... Mob love 💕 and still in my prayers that you find your path

  28. Kaithlyn Lisbey

    Kaithlyn Lisbey

    2 klukkustundum síðan

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  29. nkule mkhwanazi

    nkule mkhwanazi

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    She's still dancing with the devil and does not even realize it, even the people around her, are just 👎

  30. InCrime Podcast

    InCrime Podcast

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    I feel like.. She was so manipulative in the past. Is she being it too now? I can't say if she's honest, because she said things like that in the past documentary. I really hope she can stay away from pain and demage. The only one in this documentary that stayed true was Elton John. The other people were like "she's exploring her boundaries", she was close to death for this reason! It's a contradictory concept

  31. Kimberley


    2 klukkustundum síðan

    Everyone saying "moderation doesn't work" cutting everything out entirely didn't work and was what led to her overdose so maybe just keep your opinions to yourself next time

  32. Ismael_2493


    2 klukkustundum síðan

    Te amaré siempre 💕😍🤩🤩

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  34. Maria B

    Maria B

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    She's surrounded by enablers but you can't force sobriety on someone. If she wants to smoke weed and drink in moderation then she is fully within her rights to do so. She knows herself better than anybody else ever could.

  35. Lisa B.

    Lisa B.

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    german subtitles..?:(

  36. PaGus Music

    PaGus Music

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    “The hardest thing about breakup was mourning the person I thought he was” is jam, my quote of the day! ❤️

  37. The Lily Show Channel 2

    The Lily Show Channel 2

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    I love that she has a Selena shirt

  38. Melanie Alain

    Melanie Alain

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    I don’t have bipolar I needed to grow up... who drilled that into her head

  39. jogger lotsofcrime

    jogger lotsofcrime

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    This junkie is so problematic. Wish she'd go away. She's just extra and its always something with her.



    3 klukkustundum síðan

    Hey Can’t Watch You Rock girlllll!!!!!!🌻💌💣 Love you so much

  41. Ru Rs

    Ru Rs

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  42. Helena Swan

    Helena Swan

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    I don't want to be the person who points the finger and judges, but the path that Demi is taking is very dangerous. I hope she gets well.

  43. Mehdi Grant

    Mehdi Grant

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    we love junkies now !?

  44. Rachael Ocondi

    Rachael Ocondi

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    I admire your raw truth and the eventuality of coming to terms of being okay living in your honesty about what you may need at different times of your journey. Whether that is alcohol, weed or other things. You are in control and are beginning to feel comfortable in your own skin. Only you know what is best for you. I do not know you or really anything about you. Godspeed and may you find your special place in this universe. Best wishes/health.

  45. Cecilia C

    Cecilia C

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    This girl is going to relapse horribly again... it’s so sad to see.

  46. melodie smith

    melodie smith

    4 klukkustundum síðan

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  47. Anya Nordengren

    Anya Nordengren

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    This has had an insane positive impact on me like you teaching people about such a serious topic is so amazing

  48. Rohini Mukherjee

    Rohini Mukherjee

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    I seriously hope that Demi finds her peace. Be it away from the spotlight or under it. I hope she finds the people that will treat her correctly as a human and not as a celebrity. I hope with everything in me that she stops dancing with the Devil. I hope she realises that moderation isn't a thing when it comes to a former addict. I am not going to lie but I feel like where she is now is not the best place she can be. She was an inch away from death and that is not something to be taken lightly, I hope she wakes up. I am scared for her. She is so brave to be sharing such a vulnerable part of herself, I truly admire her for this. I hope we dont loose this amazing person.

  49. Dominica Deubler

    Dominica Deubler

    4 klukkustundum síðan

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  50. Jacqueline Hughes

    Jacqueline Hughes

    4 klukkustundum síðan

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  51. Adrian Ioan

    Adrian Ioan

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Xtina !

  52. Melissa Taylor

    Melissa Taylor

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Wow. I can’t believe after everything she’s been through she’s drinking and smoking. She’s still searching for something, clearly as she said she wants some relief. I hope she keeps searching for real relief.

  53. Ashley Clark

    Ashley Clark

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    It took her almost dying for people to stop micromanaging every single aspect of her life. The lioness has been let out of her cage ❤️

  54. Rachel Miller

    Rachel Miller

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    What addicts go through is so impossible. You'll find your balance. Don't take responsibility for anyone else but yourself and your recovery! ❤

  55. b Silva

    b Silva

    5 klukkustundum síðan

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  56. Jessica Roessler

    Jessica Roessler

    5 klukkustundum síðan

  57. Francisco Alfonso Flores Alberto

    Francisco Alfonso Flores Alberto

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    i love u demi and thanks for all.

  58. Mercy Lea

    Mercy Lea

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    I’m all for getting healthy but I’m also for your body your choice. To have her on such a strict diet but then making the people around her tip toeing when it was about food created such an ugly environment. The presentation could’ve been better. It could’ve come from a much softer perspective where it was encouraging rather than restrictive.

  59. Lu Lawrence

    Lu Lawrence

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    I love the more honest and mature Demi Lovato. I'm glad your doing things for you and not for everyone else now. Life is too short to be kept inside a little glass box. Telling someone they can never do something ever again is like telling someone not to press the big red button. They know something will happen but they aren't completely sure what and curiosity gets the better of them and they do it despite you telling them not to. And when your struggling with mental illness, that additional pressure just makes things 100 times worse which is why things escalate. And then those people telling you what you need to do and be etc, suddenly step back and are like, ok, so uh, why did you do that. They don't realise the pressure they put on that person.

  60. Mercy Lea

    Mercy Lea

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    I’m proud of her in the sense that this is almost like her writing in a diary. She’s sitting down and forcing herself to process things. I/We may not agree with some of the things she has decided or wants to do.....but I’m happy she’s trying to process the demons in her mind

  61. Maddie Johnsons

    Maddie Johnsons

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    I love Demi and love her for opening up but for someone who clearly has addictive dependencies, continuing to dabble in substances is very much "dancing with the devil". I hope that it works for her but honestly I think she could do with a better sober companion if your sober companion says "I don't know if she should be sober".

  62. Miss VJ

    Miss VJ

    6 klukkustundum síðan

    I will pray for you Demi

  63. Lailauni


    6 klukkustundum síðan

    as someone with an addictive personality i genuinely understand why demi feels its hard to be 100% sober. i also understand everyone’s concerns and I will always support her & be worried for her but i don’t think we should be making comments such as “i see an OD happening again” and things like that. we shouldn’t manifest negative things on an artist/ person we love so much. we should just pray for her & her healing journey. 🤎

  64. Eyvicel Blanco

    Eyvicel Blanco

    6 klukkustundum síðan

    I love you , Demi .

  65. Brandy Tzu

    Brandy Tzu

    6 klukkustundum síðan

    The only thing I can think up that would help you on your spiritual journey is Ayahuasca. This is not for the faint hearted and I would certainly check this with your physician first. I wish you the breakthrough you need into your soul, Demi.

  66. Laurene Dominguez

    Laurene Dominguez

    6 klukkustundum síðan

    This is so sad, and given what I know from working with addicts moderation is a slippery slope. Its pretty clear that she is struggling with multiple addictions & is also coping with bi-polar. Sending her prayers. She has been blessed with a beautiful voice.

  67. Vintage Disco

    Vintage Disco

    6 klukkustundum síðan

    Her mother seems verrrry naive. I get it.

  68. Carmel Abblitt

    Carmel Abblitt

    6 klukkustundum síðan

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  69. Tiara Z

    Tiara Z

    6 klukkustundum síðan

    Take your time Demii. You've Got This. We trust you

  70. Katlyn Anderberg

    Katlyn Anderberg

    6 klukkustundum síðan

    I love how she says “sobriety is not one size fits all” not everyone is going to be able to 100% obstinate with drugs or alcohol. Everyone has to find a path that works for them. Not what other people feel like it should be.

  71. koriethegiraffe


    6 klukkustundum síðan

    elton john has been through alot and in the industry since forever he knows what hes talking about.

  72. Nicole Figueroa

    Nicole Figueroa

    7 klukkustundum síðan

    so boring

  73. ARIANA amaya

    ARIANA amaya

    7 klukkustundum síðan

    Is there an episode 5

  74. Leticia Cornish

    Leticia Cornish

    7 klukkustundum síðan

    This documentary is so powerful

  75. mary jane. moore

    mary jane. moore

    7 klukkustundum síðan

    If I wasn’t married and such a bum :( she would of been the one....

  76. Laura


    7 klukkustundum síðan

    23:21 - 23:29 What happen with her beautiful face? I love her body and her powerful but what is she doing with her face?

  77. Taelor Taelor

    Taelor Taelor

    7 klukkustundum síðan

    People use weed all the time to quit doing drugs I see nothing wrong with that if it works for her. The alcohol is very scary (based on personal experience) however she knows her limits she just chooses to go past them in the past. We need to trust her and show support not doubt she already knows it’s literally dancing with the devil. But maybe that dance will give her control over her life again. You got this demi !!

    • Taelor Taelor

      Taelor Taelor

      7 klukkustundum síðan

      Also the selena shirt 🥰🥰

  78. M D

    M D

    8 klukkustundum síðan

    There is only two masters we tend to choose to follow. One gives earthly fame, glamour, riches without contentment. The other, promises of simplicity, no fame, no fortune, but peace that passes understanding. Both masters claim to give love. There are many copy cats of the two masters. Which version we choose is up to us.

  79. Michael Lofstrand

    Michael Lofstrand

    8 klukkustundum síðan

    This documentary is dangerous. I think this is more of a promotional doc for her brand and not to put out a helpful message to this suffering from addiction. I have seen many young women (between ages 20-28) relapse in the last two months whether it is weed, alcohol, or harder substances and I am not 100% sure if it is because of this documentary but I have a genuine gut feeling to of the women who have relapsed there is a correlation with this docuseries and the ones who relapsed. If this his her path then she should keep it to herself and with her close family, therapist and friends, and if she was actually 100% sober, then maybe this documentary would be uplifting to those still suffering from addiction.

  80. Elizabeth Cassell

    Elizabeth Cassell

    8 klukkustundum síðan

    Demi, you you be my interior designer? Pretty please?

  81. john angeloni

    john angeloni

    8 klukkustundum síðan

    Sir Elton pulling no punches when it comes to moderation. Nobody knows better than him. I salute his honesty.

  82. Sally Rose Thomas

    Sally Rose Thomas

    9 klukkustundum síðan

    Demi, are you okay? Your recent interviews/performances, the ones from the past few weeks or so, I just see and feel something under your surface... I hope youre on a path that makes you happy but if youre hurting please talk to someone... You are beautiful, a sincere kind empathetic and loving person, with an absolutely amazing voice. Youre so loved, let the people youre closest to love yoy when youre hurting the most. I love you so much Demi. I have been thru similar situations in sooo many aspects, and idk you irl but i feel like weve grown up together in a way. I wanna hear your peace in your voice, in your music, wanna see it in your eyes. Thats all we really want for you. Youre happiness

  83. gd gd

    gd gd

    9 klukkustundum síðan

    Dear youtube STOP suggesting this hollyweirdo to me. No one cares about gated community all surface robotic walking zombies who make up stories just to try to stay relevant. F. D dr mi

  84. Amber Bates

    Amber Bates

    9 klukkustundum síðan

    “If I had a Demi Lovato, I’d lock her down too!” YAAAAASSSS! 🥰😍

  85. LT


    9 klukkustundum síðan

    Drinking in moderation is what started everything last time.

  86. Bridget McConnochie

    Bridget McConnochie

    9 klukkustundum síðan

    Balance is key!!

  87. Patrick van der Hoek

    Patrick van der Hoek

    9 klukkustundum síðan

    Demi's laugh at the end of the doc is f*cking hilarious!

  88. Vintage Disco

    Vintage Disco

    10 klukkustundum síðan

    I wish the documentary would have given her assistant a little more time to talk about how much she was affected by the whole overdose.

  89. bloggergirl online2

    bloggergirl online2

    10 klukkustundum síðan

    Wow that’s so true about giving your heart to someone after being your best self. Even if being your best comes before or after you stop talking to that person.

  90. huntressvideos


    10 klukkustundum síðan

    In the middle of this is a comment by Elton John about moderation that pretty much sums it up why Demi is heading straight into disaster. Moderation does NOT work for an addict and she is an addict. Not even a recovering one because she is still using. Not Heroin and crack but she drinks and uses drugs. She never got clean. Demi is a tragedy waiting to happen.

    • Manasvi Jamwal

      Manasvi Jamwal

      9 klukkustundum síðan

      Hopefully that never happens ... hope she realises this

  91. JaciandNathan0215


    10 klukkustundum síðan

    Moderation doesn’t work. Take it from a recovering alcoholic. I’ve been around plenty of other alcoholics and every one of us have tried moderation and it didn’t end well.

  92. Cla Tayag

    Cla Tayag

    10 klukkustundum síðan

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      serdy ximi

      10 klukkustundum síðan

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  93. Sandra G.

    Sandra G.

    10 klukkustundum síðan

    Warum kein deutscher Untertitel? 😔😭😭

  94. Gunsel Shaly

    Gunsel Shaly

    10 klukkustundum síðan

    Her friends calling her a liar just rubs me the wrong way. Some things don't need to be said aloud.

  95. Tessa


    11 klukkustundum síðan

    I see a lot of comments on here judging Demi for choosing moderation and blaming everyone around her for enabling her. But like she said: You can only get sober for yourself. It just doesn't work if you do because you are told. Her last management controlled everything and she was not happy and still ended up overdosing. Maybe she'll end up being completely sober one day, maybe moderation works for her. But complete abstinence isn't working for her - at least not at this time of her life. If some weed and alcohol helps her stay away from the hard drugs in difficult times in her life - like it did when she broke off her engagement - then I am glad. She is working through her trauma and at least she is in a place in her life where she actually feels safe enough to tell people when she's not doing well.

  96. Mrs. Christina

    Mrs. Christina

    11 klukkustundum síðan

    You compensate one addiction for can be a bandaid for the previous addiction...I hope she keeps control on her moderation...

  97. TNOT LJ


    11 klukkustundum síðan

    That hair style is sexy

  98. JaeAllDay


    11 klukkustundum síðan

    very nice documentary 100%

  99. Jessica Trujillo

    Jessica Trujillo

    11 klukkustundum síðan

    I love her, I do. But I feel more concerned for her after watching this documentary than before 😔

  100. KK Koo

    KK Koo

    12 klukkustundum síðan

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